as i blog this, i'm eating chocolate, listening to 98.7FM and breathing through my mouth. i've ot been to work for the past 4days and i don't intend to go to work tomorrow either. i can't freaking breathe properly, my body is still weak and basically i have no mood. i'm THIS CLOSE to applying for another job..... and i'm so tempted to go back to the hotel line..... it's like working in the airport is fun NO MORE. but i really don't know.... sigh.... but the good news is that after a month and a half of being jobless, the BF finally got a job... he's going back to his roots at clarke quay and back to his passion of being a bartender..... on a different note all together, a very good friend of mine just ended things with her BF..... hope she's doing fine and that she doesn't do anything stupid to herself....

I NEED A BETTER PAYING JOB!!!

 sentosa was a success!!!!

and i sooooo wanna go back there and have the same amount (if not more) of fun than i did on monday

don't really know which of the 3 beaches we went to though.... think it was tanjong beach.... had crap loads of fun.... i soooo didn't dare to go in the water alone man.... seaweed EVERYWHERE!!!! thank god i had din with me.... held on to him for dear life cause i was too freaked out to stand in the sea on my own.... brought my absolut pear and din mixed the drinks.... went to vivo for dinner... ate at long john's silver..... then had a really nice one-on-one time with din. just the 2 of us.... we sat facing sentosa in front the river.... enjoyed each other's company and the wind=)

fizah & me

jaafar satisfied with his toys'r'us purchase

i  u

black & white

one word: IRRITATING

promoting 7-11 and absolut pear

don't ask.

have you ever missed someone so much that after every phone call with that person, you end up crying??? well, that's how i feel 

anyways.... spent the night over at smellie's last night..... then we decided to try the carl's jnr b'fast but it seems it was SOLD OUT when we reached... do you freakin believe that??? SOLD FREAKIN OUT!!!! what bloody nonsense.... i've never ever heard of b'fast being SOLD OUT!! so we had to settle for their stupid lunch menu... then smellie went off to play with her sand... hahahah... oh smellie....that child is daring enough to just let go of your hand and run across the road.... crazy. i love her =)

anyways... i just need to get my mind off missing him..... can't wait to see him.. but god knows when that'll be... hopefully monday... hopefully the weather will be bright and sunny and i won't be having my menses... wanna go to sentosa  if not, i'll have to think of something....

and now i have my father shouting at my mother for something that's gone missing and now they're fighting. god knows who misplaced whatever they're looking for but it sure as hell ain't me... i'm sooo not in the best of mood right now, soooo do not need to hear nonsense like that..... i miss him and i want him here NOW! okay. now my father's banging things and showing attitude. you know what, i think i'm gonna go and get out of this house now... bye!